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May 2010

What I Thought of Myself in High School

This was part of an eight-part poem I wrote during my senior year. I found it in my old english folder and laughed.


Lastly, a Pensive Writer joined the crowd.
This one was different, hardly voicing aloud.
She was plain and slightly awkward,
Most found her random knowledge absurd.
Her hair was of a blondish tone;
She spoke often in monotone.
She often saw herself quite aloof,
Her strange gifts were signs of proof.
Taking comfort in music, movies and books,
Boys hardly ever cared for her average looks.
She was clever and clearly witty
With hidden sea foam eyes that made her pretty.
Converse and Vans for her very flat feet,
Her room and such places were never neat ––
Though most thought she was obsessive compulsive.
She found public displays of affection repulsive!
Most often she was lost in a dream.
And most of those ended ripped at the seam. 
She cared not for the music of band,
but rather for the new pen in her hand.
Still trying to find out whom she would become,
She knew she would never succumb
To a life that was mediocre ––
In her head she was always a joker.
A pessimist filled with an optimistic sunshine,
She hoped her future was bright and divine.


There you have it, you see. Rhyming is the way to be. 

Apr 30, 2010

April 2010

Some Thoughts on Love... From Other People

“How much is physical, how much in the mind? How much accident and how much fate? Why did perfect matches crumble and impossible couples thrive? I don’t know the answers any better than they did. Love simply is where it is.”

- Stephenie Meyer, The Host


“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”

- Dr. Seuss


Not to worry friends, I sleep just fine. 

Apr 30, 2010
A Project Conversation
  • Girl: Don't you have an apron?
  • Guy 1: No, why would we have an apron?
  • Guy 2: I have an apron in my Jeep! Yeah! Don't worry about the apron!
Apr 19, 2010
“Men go abroad to wonder at the heights of mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motions of the stars, and they pass by themselves without wondering.” —Augustine
Apr 18, 2010
Play
Apr 18, 2010
If ever you're having a bad day... → hulu.com
Apr 13, 2010
“THE GREATEST STATEMENTS ARE RARELY SHOUTED” —GRANNYISM #37
Apr 13, 2010
Dreaming

One day, a nice young gentleman will sing this to me while playing the piano:

“I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there’s an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I’m sorry, I know that’s a strange way to tell you that I know we belong.”

And then we will dance to Be My Only by FM Radio at our wedding. And I will one day live in a fairy tale.

Apr 11, 2010
Dearly and Sincerely → dearsincerely.net

I must say it is my new favorite thing to read!

Apr 8, 2010
To Tell the Truth

I started this account so that I could write what I felt and say what I meant. Yet, I haven’t posted much.

I think a lot of things but hardly ever make them known. I don’t speak up in conversations because I’m afraid of what others will say or think. Often, what I do say sounds completely terrible or else just makes me sound like an idiot. (“They have lions in Africa.”) I also have the tendency to say the words no one else will dare to say or wants to hear, and that usually makes me look like the bad guy.

And once you’ve been told by some of the people you trusted the most that your mouth is a huge problem, you tend to hold your tongue.

Part of my problem is I think too much on what others think. Most people probably don’t even remember what I said five minutes ago, let alone much longer when I’m still dwelling on it.

But I am done.

This is my blog. These are my posts. I do have something to say, and I will say it.

Apr 8, 2010
HELLO WORLD!

So, the logic board in my MacBook Pro gave out, and I had to ship him in for repair. And today, I got him back!!! I dearly missed my tumblr. I mean, I have the app on my phone but it’s not the same! And I’ve been thinking of things to write about and I am oh-so-excited to get them out there. In time, of course. I hope you’re all doing well and this was mostly a blog for me just to type on my beloved computer once more!

Apr 6, 2010
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